I heard a great message this week on wrestling with the Lord, grounded in Genesis 32:22-32. Jacob fights with ” a man” aka God.
The scripture says that “the man” did not prevail against Jacob.
On first hearing this, I couldn’t help but be troubled. How could God Himself not prevail against an earthly man, especially an earthly man who had lied, cheated, stolen, and defied God from the beginning of his existence?
But then, I understood.
God didn’t prevail against Jacob because Jacob was wrestling with Him. Jacob was resisting.
Because of this, God had to (for lack of better words) punch Jacob’s hip out of place… ouch. Jacob then stopped wrestling with “the man” and asked for a blessing.
In short, Jacob left his fight with the Lord wounded, but more godly and with a better understanding of our Father. Granted, God could have completely obliterated Jacob. But God wasn’t there to hurt Jacob, He wasn’t there to kill him. He was there to bring him to his knees and show him something. He was there to make him a better man, a more mature man in his spiritual walk. Therefore, I can’t help but wonder, how often do we fight our Father and not even realize it? And how often does He have to wound us to help us grow?